Not sure if you still have the occasional habit of coming to this blog and read what I have to say anymore. First of all, truly sorry for any hurt I may have brought to u by my "honest" lies. Knowing how your relationship with Derrick had previously evolved and how you hated and feared some of the things he did in the past, I chose not to disclose and put certain things away from you. Instead I chose to solve certain issues on my own without making you worry. Pls trust that it was never the intentional hurt I may have brought upon u.
Another thing I would like to clarify is at no time did I compromise nor disclose any of your details or contacts to undesirable people. I have no idea how your contact was leaked to them in the first place, but I have made known to this person that in no way is he to contact u and put u under any form of distress. I will be settling my full outstanding amount with them by end of this week after I get my salary from the school. As for the rest, I will clear all with them before CNY....
I believe you will not be interested to keep in contact with me any more. I dun blame you for that. But I hope that over time, after all my issues have been resolved and u are able to slowly forgive me, we can still catch up with each other. Despite all that has happened, you are still the one I care for and deeply feel for. I dun wish to lose you but I believe the ball is no longer in my court. Give me some time to resolve my issues and be an honest person to u. All the best to you. Really hope and pray for you and Wydia.
I will still update my thoughts and feelings, as well as my livelihood here. I hope I will get my license renewed by CEA within next 2 weeks and will get myself heavily involved in rentals and resale for this period of time first.
God bless and take care Dear.....
